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BENJAMIN O'SULLIVAN

Born: 15 Sep 1961 –  died: 1 Mar 1996
Clothed - 9 Sep 1984
Professed - 15 Sep 1984
Solemn Vows- 5 Sep 1987
Priest - 24 Jun 1990

Fr Benjamin was born in London on 15 September 1961. He was educated at the Salesian College Battersea and left with six 0 levels and three A levels. He spent a year studying for a music degree at Goldsmith's College but left to pursue his interest in a religious vocation.

After two years as assistant at Westminster Cathedral Conference Centre he joined the Ampleforth community and received the habit of St Benedict on 9 September 1984 in the Abbey Church at Ampleforth. He made his final commitment through Solemn Profession on 5 September 1987. From 1986 to 1990 he was resident at the Ampleforth House in Oxford, St Benet's Hall, and studied Theology with the Dominicans at Blackfriars, where he completed his theological course for ordination. During his time of studies he always returned to his home in the Ampleforth community during the vacations.

He was ordained deacon in the Abbey Church at Ampleforth on 25 June 1989 and priest on 24 June 1990. On his return to full residence in the Abbey in that year he was appointed assistant to the Grange, our house of hospitality for guests who come here for retreats, reflection and participation in the daily sung Office in the Abbey Church. At the same time he was made assistant to the Vocations Director, doing much to respond to enquiries about monastic life and to encourage and inspire many young men whom he met in this work. It was also in 1993 that he was made Monastery Choir Master, and in the following year inspired and conducted the monastic choir in the recording of 'Vision of Peace'. He was able to combine this work with quite intense study for an external Music degree of BMus at London University. He passed the first part of this with first class honours in 1995 and was, at the time of his death, working hard for the second part of this degree course.

It caused a terrible shock and profound grief to all the community when he was found dead on Saturday morning 1 March. He seemed to be his normal self on Friday to all who had contact with him in a community in whose life he was deeply involved. He was a gifted Choir Master with the ability often to elicit a good response even from those not musically gifted. He taught novices and junior monks and for special events the whole community. We all held him in great affection and esteem and remember now with grief his gifts, his cheerfulness and his open character and the idealism which always seemed to make him ready and eager to help others. Many in the community and among the friends of the community will grieve deeply for a long time over the terrible and inexplicable tragedy which overtook him. His loss to us all is irreparable.

We found in his pocket book two texts which he treasured. The first is a meditation of Cardinal Newman:

'Dear Jesus, help me to spread thy fragrance wherever I go. Flood my soul with thy Spirit and Life. Penetrate and possess my whole being so utterly that all my life may only be a radiance of Thine. Shine through me and be so in me that every soul I come in contact with may feel Thy Presence in my soul. Let them look up and see no longer me but only Jesus.'

The other text is a prayer of St Ephraim the Syrian which must be the prayer, in their grief, of the community who have lost him:

'0 Lord, you gave him to us to be our joy and consolation. You have taken him away from us. We give him back to you without a murmur, though our hearts are wrung with sorrow.'

Abbot Patrick Barry


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Details from the Abbey Necrology


John Patrick Benjamin O’SULLIVAN

1961	Sept 15	b. Clapham
1961	Oct 8	bapt. St Mary’s Clapham
1972	Jan 25	confirmed St Francis of Sales, Clapham
1966	- 1973	ed. St Anne’s Infant & Junior School, Vauxhall
1973	- 1980	Salesian College, Battersea (6 0 levels 3 A levels)
1980		Goldsmiths College - music for 1 year
1981	- 1983		Westminster Cathedral Conference Centre - assistant
1983	Sept	9	Habit at Ampleforth	Abbot Griffiths
1984	Sept	15	Temporary Vows	Abbot Barry
1985			Acolyte
1987	Sept	5	Solemn Vows

1986 -	St Benet’s Hall Oxford & Blackfriars for Theology
1989	June	25	Ordained Deacon by Bishop Harris at Ampleforth
1990	June	24	Ordained Priest by Bishop Harris at Ampleforth
1990	Sept		Assistant in Grange and Asst Vocations Director
1990			Assistant Choir Master - School
1993			Commencement of study for University of London
			B.Mus. degree with David Bowman (4 year course)
1993	Sept		Monastic Choirmaster
			Music tutor, ACJS.
1996	Mar	1	Died suddenly at Ampleforth	

Publications:	‘Vision of Peace’ CD




Sources: AJ 101:2 (1996) 34
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